It's been ages since I have had time to post. Life is good for the most part. My last month and a half has been spent working on paper after paper after paper. They shouldn't call it Colllege, that's a misnomer, what they should really call it is Papers, because I do not go to college, I go to class to do Papers, proofread Papers, get the assignment sheets for New Papers, etc...
Side note: we now live in a Republican dictatorship! Yay! Homeland Security! Yay! I forsee a future riddled with many many court battles between the ACLU and the US Government infront of the Supreme Court, shame shame, lets just hope that Bush doesn't get to appoint hyperconservative justices(justice...yeah...right....), oh wait all he has to have is approval of his Republican Senate...I will likely be labeled as a terrorist by the powers that be (yes, i have no doubt they are reading this instead of protecting national security), but i frankly I don't give a damn. YAY! Hillary 2008! YAY!
I know that being that teaching is my chosen profession and waking up early is part and parcel of what my choice means, BUT I'm not a teacher yet and waking up this early to be somewhere before noon just sucks!!! BOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!! MID-TIERS BOO!!! I can't wait til next semester I will puncheth anyone who so dares to interfere with my beauty sleep!
Lala life's boring. Stewart we have to watch Enterprise together one of these Wednesdays hopefully this week i won't be as sick nor as tired.
WOOHOO I move back to CMU TODAY!!! I'm so excited! Timber Creek E218 ! It's gonna rock!
WELL here's counting the hours until I should be hearing back from FAM VIDEO for a second round of interviews! I wasn't completly surprised, but WOW they really genuinely seemed to love me at the first interview! I don't know how I could fail to get this job! welll er... i guess the apptitude test could be a killer... as long as there's no algebra... grrr... ALGEBRA is the bane of all that is CIVILIZATION!!! sure sure I KNOW math's like important and one of the 5 basic food groups of the mind... but I'M ALLERGIC! I'm Mathtose Intolerant, but no one has ever understood that... OKAY back from the side trip and after having put down the MT. DEW I started thinking about it calmly and rationally... I'm not COMPLETLY Mathtose Intolerant... Just never liked the taste of anything more than Geometry... hmm... anyone for suggestions on how to multiply powers of 10? hmm... I remember something about adding the factors together but ARGH not much more...
I supose I could find the area of a circle... and I have a wonderful list of formula's for other shapes and such... and gee I think I could even do pretty well with a calculator... but this is Matho-e-Johno and well... I wonder if a bookie would give me better odds than my parents or my friends have after hearing about the advent of the Apptitude test... hmmm...
Enough babbling I suppose...
BTW Stewart what do you think? Is not the creation of a math theorum truly the 8th deadly sin? AND what is this I hear about you ALREADY procrastinating about moving into your appartment lol... dear...dear...dear... I know I've got NO grounds to pick on any procrastinator... but still... umm... lol you're not living in Barnes for the summer so it's doubtful you'll get the same perks for procrastinating that Kev and I did... I mean I don't think Luanne's gonna come accross the street to sweep your dorm room =)
Okay I've reprioritized my life yet again. I was just going to take the rest of the summer a whole 20 some days off, yet I found myself being oh so completly bored and broke during the day. SO I decided to apply for jobs at random places just for the hell of it, of course none of these places would give me the time of day like 3 months ago when I hated the job that I had and wanted to find a different one BUT NOW this close to the finishing line of the summer, they're clamoring for an interview with me. I've decided to give Family Video a go! I figure if I get my first 2-3 weeks worth of Training in here in Caddy that I can easily transfer to the one in Mt. P. hopefully, oh well guess I'll just have to see, Since I decided to apply on a whim anyways it's not like I'll be completly crushed over it if I dont' get the job, but I'm SURE I WILL, I've always wanted to work at Family Video, since I was like 18!!! =) here's hoping!!!
Oh Yesterday and and the day before have been so much fun ! The day Yesterday I had a light saber duel in the city park (yes I won). Yesterday I went to Mt. P. unfortunatly i didn't get to see WART because I had no clue where he was or what he was doing... What have I told you about going places without your com badge! I wonder what today will hold... I guess I'll just have to take it one moment at a time! Today WILL rule too I hope, maybe I'll get to have another ligh saber duel in the park!!!
you know, I love you.
good, I just wanted to be sure that you knew that.
I'm feeling alone and disconnected.
like no one really knows or understands me.
i'm wondering if you'll recognize me.
i'm wondering if everyone will accept the new me they find.
i'm wondering how the teaching classes are going to go.
i'm wondering what if, if I could go to never never land would i still be me.
would I still feel me running in my mind.
the me I always wanted, the me I've always known?
or is it just a sad reminder that it's myself I've overgrown?
My inner child feels like it has been spanked and made to sit in the corner for ages. I came to that realization rather oddly when it took me a long time to come up with something bitter to say to someone today... Me the normally masterfully bitter Saint of Bastardom was at a loss for something to say... Perplexing to say the least.
Well I have a new goal in life. I'm going to wait to see if the prossecuting attorney presses the assault charges against the hateful little shit who assaulted me at work. If he does, fine and dandy I'll get he ACLU and TRIANGLE involved. Otherwise I'm thinking it's time to let my bitter demon like vindictiveness die... what do you guys think? I figure that if the prossector doesn't feel he has enough evidence to convict do I have enough evidence to justify the time and energy for the other legal actions and do I really want my private life to be a matter of public record? hmm... sounds funny after realizing i'm posting all of this on a public forum!!! oh well... damned if I do, damned if I don't...
I have come to the realization that I've missed a lot of ENTERPRISE! and the show just started! I have Voyager for 5 flights a week, and TNG on the "New TNN" but I still haven't been able to track down when DS9 is ever on, and that's really my favorite series! Kai Winn and I share a personality! She's my hero, I'd just rather avoid her fate, although she did redeem her self at the last moment hmm... maybe I shouldn't envy her so much, maybe I should elect Emperor Palpatine my new hero? hmm... decisions decisions. And no I haven't been drinking... much...
I should go do the homework I have left over from last sememster. Fire Up for Incompletes! (oh god I've become centralized)